What do you do when your determination seems to be not enough? when your will power fails you, and you feel broken? Do you lean upon someone or trudge on through your personal anguish alone? Push through the hate alone? I stand upon a slippery slope to which there is no bottom or top, just the long arduous climb ahead. Can I do this? I hope I can, I feel I must. Or I shall live in the regret of a time that once was that can never be again.